Smoking….

I wonder whts the reaction when u read tht name….for those who r kool with my occasional fags- I wanna thnk u….but I am more interested in the small section of my frnds who r not….and don’t worry this isn’t a way at getting back at u (coz it ll come right back in the form of a comment J) , I am writing this as a confession- I knw my occasional smoking doesn’t endear me to some of my frnds, infact quite the opposite, but let me say this again- addiction scares me!! Being out of control, loosing sense of whats right and wrong and in the process hurting self and those dear around is not what I want for myself. For me its an occasional thing that I indulge in coz I enjoy it…and trust me I do take safeguards to not go down the unwanted path. I wanna say, thank u for accepting me as I am and not trying to change me (other than the rare comment on it) and even offering to let me smoke around u..tht for me meant a lotttttttt…